Hi! everybody, long time no see! I'm coming...
But today is a very boring day. i don't know why i get so anxious and worried. My father will come back home from the hospital, i hope everything goes on well.
Sometimes i think i am very selfish, i am thousand miles way from home, if there are something happened, i am not with them, i even can't do anything for them. May be i should go home. i am alway in dilemma, who can should me the way?
Now, my work is finished, but i have to do next case. there is no ending, no hope to rest or stop. i hate this job, but i don't have the courage to quit. i'm afraid i can't find a better and more suit one.
with no direction, no hope, my life is dull!! i need fresh air, and also your support!
